Do you remember that game called 20
Questions? My friends and I used to play it in middle school. If it’s been a
little while and you’ve forgotten, you have a questioner who asks questions to
a partner about an object; through “yes” or “no” answers the questioner tries
to uncover what the object is. The questioner will ask things like “Is it a
food?” or “Can it talk?” The tricky part of this game is you only get to ask 20
questions to uncover the mystery object. I’ve noticed that my faith can be like
this with God. When I don’t know God’s specific plan for my life, my
conversations with Him will go a bit like a round of 20 Questions. I will begin
to ask God things like “Does your plan include staying in Jacksonville?”, “Does
your plan include me going on the mission field?, or “Does your plan include
marriage in my future?” It’s as if we are determining our obedience to Christ
on our conditions. We have added a “I will follow you if…” clause to our faith.
We have added an “if” into our expression of faith that does not need to be
there.
Werriam Webster defines conditional
as “showing or used to show that something is true or happens only IF something
else is true or happens” (my emphasis added). We can become conditional in our
faith when we base our obedience on God’s answering correctly to our 20 (many
times more!) questions.
When I was thinking about the topic
of unconditional faith, the story of Abraham and Isaac popped into my head.
Most of us know the basic storyline from Sunday School flannelgraphs:
Beginning: God asks Abraham to sacrifice Isaac on the altar.
Middle: Abraham prepares the altar with his only son, Isaac,
atop it.
End: Abraham is about to slaughter his only son when God
steps in and offers a ram in Isaac’s place.
When I went back to the story, I
found some more details that make Abraham’s obedience even more remarkable.
1.
Faith
is not without trial- One chapter
before the sacrifice scene, God tells Abraham that he would bring forth a great
nation through Isaac, Abraham’s only son. Later on after Isaac has grown up,
God asks Abraham to take “your only son Isaac, whom you love, go to the land of
Moriah, and offer him there as a burnt offering on one of the mountains I will
tell you about” (Genesis 22:2) In asking Abraham to do this, it almost seems as
if God is negating His covenant promise given to Abraham when Isaac was born.
To any parent hearing this, it would be an absolute tragedy; this had to be
true especially to one who was much older in age, with no hope of a future
child.
2.
Timely
obedience- Upon hearing of God’s
command, Abrham “rose up early in the morning”. Abraham was prompt in his
obedience. He did not sit around and ask God “why?” or “how?”, but took the
steps of faith quickly.
3.
Serving
God in the details- The journey to
Moriah took three days. I can’t imagine all the sorrow Abraham had to be
feeling. The way Abraham responded when the travelers arrived in Moriah stood
out to me the most. Abraham did not obey in emotional blunder, but with clarity
got to work preparing the altar with Isaac. The actions of Abraham seem almost
precise in the way they are recorded: “And Abraham took the wood of the burnt
offering, and laid it upon Isaac his son; and he took the fire in his hand, and
a knife;”
4.
Complete
trust in the character of God- When Isaac asked his father where the lamb
was to be sacrificed, Abraham responded in complete trust in God: “My son, God
will provide himself a lamb for a burnt offering”. I wonder if Abraham
remembered the way God had been there for Sarah, in providing her with a son
past her childbearing age. He seems to recall the character of God from past
encounters with God.
5.
Remembering
the truth of the Gospel- Once
Abraham had Isaac on the altar ready to kill his only son, God stepped in.
While we have read the story and have the spoiler alert, Abraham did not know
how God was going to step in. This story can remind us of the truth of the
Gospel; it can remind us of the way God sent Jesus to step in to take the place
for our sin and shame. Charles Spurgeon commented, “This incident a type of the
Father going with the Son and the Son going with the Father up to the great
sacrifice on Calvary. It was not Christ alone who willingly died, or the Father
alone who gave his Son, but they went both of them together, even as Abraham
and Isaac did here.”
Abraham did not ask how God was going to make
a way when there seemed to be no way. Abraham didn’t refuse obedience when his
circumstances certainly didn’t make sense. Abraham did not become conditional
in his decision to follow God. When we recall the way God provided for us even
while we were not yet known, we can remember the way He has, does, and always
will provide for us.
God tested Abraham’s obedience by
putting him in a situation in which he could have doubted God’s goodness. He
could have said “I will follow you if you don’t take away my only son.” He
could have offered “I will trust you if you show me how this is going to work
out.” Instead of that, Abraham’s actions seemed to be saying “I will follow You
in spite of the conditions of your command” and “I will trust you in the midst
of uncertainty and despair”. Abraham’s faith withstood God’s test of his faith.
He was obedient in the minute details, timely action, and reminding Himself of
who God was. I think maybe God withholds some information about the future from
us because it causes us to trust His provision. It causes us to trust Him in
taking that next step, while not knowing where the path may lead us. I love
what Habakkuk 3: 17-19 shows about trusting God’s provision without any conditions:
“Though the fig tree should not blossom And there be no fruit on the vines,
Though the yield of the olive should fail And the fields produce no food,
Though the flock should be cut off from the fold And there be no cattle in the
stalls, Yet I will exult in the Lord, I will rejoice in the God of my
salvation. The Lord God is my strength, And He has made my feet like hinds’
feet, And make me walk on my high places.” So lets go walking with God into
uncharted land and let Him take care of the outcome.
Abraham's story is close to my heart. My 'obedience' has been tested by God when after praying for a decade to conceive another child, our sweet boy has been diagnosed with learning disability. God knows that I've stumbled and fall from His commands but He still chooses grace, forgiveness, and understanding my hurt and frustration. Up until now my circumstances doesn't make sense. But God's unconditional love helps me to continue to live with a purposeful life in the midst of trials, uncertainties, or disability.
ReplyDeleteWhat a powerful testimony that you are still claiming the truth of God's unconditional love, despite unforeseen circumstances! I think it shows just how powerful God is that you can speak with such assurance. Thank you for sharing your story:)
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